Support to Endure my Trials

Because I have a boyfriend serving a mission right now, I have certainly taken advantage of reminiscing past experiences that we have shared together and coping with being alone.  I've come a long way i'd say!  Before he left, we spent every waking moment together as far as our schedules allowed.  I recall being overly sad and heartbroken when I had to say goodnight to him, knowing all along that I would see him the next morning!  I remember so clearly the day we had our final goodbye hug and kiss before we parted our separate ways for these two years that he has been called to serve the Lord.  I felt sick, empty, heartbroken, and shock.  I can easily mark it as the most miserable moment of my life as I watched him walk away and never look back.  He later told me that he couldn't look back because he was also crying and he immediately went to his bedroom and cried for 2 hours.  Since he left, our only mode of communication is well, via the mail! And quite frankly, the mailbox is my best friend!  But I have learned to open my eyes and see how truly blessed I am.  I have more friends than just the words in an envelope from the man of my dreams, though they are my favorite!  I have learned to rely on my family and friends who support me (those who do, or don't even know Roy), but continue to cheer me on every step of the way.  I know that I  have a Father in heaven who knows me personally and desires my happiness and Joy, and wants to help me endure this trial well. He doesn't want me to be miserable! Last night, my roommate Allie and I, chatted until 2 a.m.! I shared many stories of when Roy and I were together - We laughed so hard, and I even cried at one point!  There is nothing better than talking about the man I love to my best friend who doesn't even know him, but I could tell she was enjoying it as much as I! I thank my Heavenly Father for sending me such a wonderful support system to help me get through the toughest challenge yet in my life.